Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Re:

A close friend today asked me how I'm doing. Not one to just say 'fine' or pass up an opportunity to talk about the Lord in my life - below was my response. I am wondering if this is too personal, but, well, it's my blog anyway! So here goes! :)

I smiled when I saw your name in my inbox.

I am doing better today. :) My heart was not broken. It’s just bruised and hurting.

I really really truly trust this was for the best. I mean it!

So…the thought of talking to ppl, the thought of explaining a story I don’t really understand anyway, that wears me out.

But … I am being held by Jesus and I really feel his presence in my life and people’s prayers over me.

I can’t worry about the future, and what God may or may not do. I trust him right now, in this moment.

1 comment:

Amanda said...

Hey Beautiful. I just spent some time praying for you. Something I read in Elizabeth Elliot's Passion and Purity recently came to mind. She asked the question, do you really believe that God is the source of everything that you need? He truly is! There is nothing that could fulfill us more than what God provides for us. I know in my own life at times, suffering has been the thing that thing that God provided for me so that I would be the most fulfilled.

I love you!

Amanda